Friday, March 29, 2013

Tenses I

Today I would like to write a little experience of my journey, actually it is not a thing called as journey. I just visited to my doctor after going from work, but seems I am more interested to write about a little of English grammatically.

 Like I said in previous words, tenses is a change in shape (predicate) of verb in a sentence which is related to time (at the time when the case happen)

Trick :
  • If we learn Tenses, we will discuss Verb Forms and Time Signals
  • We have three basic time information, namely : Past, Present and Future
  • And we have four maps form tenses are : Simple, Continuous, Perfect and Perfect Continuous
Below I try to classify Tenses into a column :

Simple Past
Simple Present
Simple Future
Past Continuous
Present Continuous
Future Continuous
Past Perfect
Present Perfect
Future Perfect
Past Perfect Continuous
Present Perfect Continuous
Future Perfect Continuous

For definition of each Tenses I would try to expand of maps form of each basic time information.

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Tenses II

My best and happy greeting for you all readers ^^In this occasion seems that I want to type and share little thing called Tenses. Talking about Tenses, our mind will directly record about times, to be, verb, time signal and etc.

Tenses is a change in shape (predicate) of verb in a sentence which is related to time (at the time when the case happen)

Trick :
  • If we learn Tenses, we will discuss Verb Forms and Time Signals
  • We have three basic time information, namely : Past, Present and Future
  • And we have four maps form tenses are : Simple, Continuous, Perfect and Perfect Continuous

Example :

1.    The students ……….basketball in the yard now.
         A. play                         D. are playing
         B. will play                   E. played
         C. have played

Trick: see the time signal of that sentencethere is now *(sekarang), so we use Present Continuous Tenses

2.    By the end of this month, my sister…………from university.
         A. will graduate            D. has graduated
         B. will have graduated  E. graduated
         C. was graduating

Trick: see the time signal of that sentencethere is by the end of this month *(berarti nanti menjelang akhir bulan ini) so we use future perfect

3.    Marry …………….in Munchen for five years.
         A. is living              D. was living
         B. will be living       E. has been living
         C. lives

Trick: see the time signal of that sentencethere is for five years *(berarti selama lima tahun) so we use present perfect continuous

4.    My uncle ………… Jakata for ten years before he moved to Samarinda.
         A. has been living   D. lived
         B. will have lived    E. is living
         C. had been living

Trick: see the time signal of the sentencethere are two time signals, for ten years before he moved *(berarti selama 10 tahun sebelum ia telah pindah), so we use past perfect continuous

5.    Rifa……….the flowers when I came to his house yesterday.
         A. is watering         D. was watering
         B. watered             E. will have watered
         C. has watered

Trick: see the time signal of that sentencethere is when I came yesterday *(berarti ketika saya datang kemarin) so we use past continuous

*(..) in Bahasa Indonesia mean

Friday, March 22, 2013

True love is abdicate

Do you think that it should always shed?
Talking about love will bear many opinions of it. People will shout and hold into what they believe and trust, not sure that what they hold whether true or its contrary. All those about are conditions which have been occurred in their life. I don't know where I get this thought, but mostly, people will say and hold every little thing happened in their life experiences.

Talking about this case, do I trust and hold the meaning of it depends on my life experiences?
I guess so, this self will describe the exact mean of love based with experiences. Talking about everything which even happen in life, this will not ever end. There are many topics, more over for the themes. I'm not type of girl whose ability to explain and give explanation clearly to everyone, even I have told them the detail of thing which is being in mind, they will always get difficult to absorb the information or idea from me. I'm not kind of girl whose much knowledge than any other that is why my writing is always worse,probably be ridiculed by everyone. I'm not that girl who think much or feel worse when people laugh at me cause my lack. I'm that kind of stupid girl, who have ever fallen in love with 2 man for this long time being. My first one was the one who had been being cared by me cause his bad thought to himself, yet never meet him, pretending that I received his love and doing fake like I liked him, it sent me to that thing called as blind love.
Just about going to meet, then the betrayal happened.

How it could be called as blind
  1. He is not one faith with me
  2. We never meet each other
  3. I don't know what and from his family background
  4. Receiving his love before, was just about to kick his thought that God never hear what he has prayed.
Was I crazy like losing my brain as long more about four years? Was it called as love? Was it can called that I fallen in love? Was it can be called as gift from The Almighty to learn how the emotion inside us?

I don' know how I call it as the strange feeling which ever I had. I got many lessons from that experiences where we have to know and learn how the exact of other. How to put the patient and sincerity, trust, promise, and broken promises for sure. such fool but it mostly done and happen to anyone who is suffered this pink disease. I love you, I love you too, I miss you, I do more and much missing you, mostly words that's vomited by lover. Love is one of well-known word which is known by every human. Love isn't a thing, it is kind of feeling, every human has their mean about it. Love is like a great feeling, but horribly sometimes. It is found deep inside, inside of small heart.

It is the second, but I am still not believe and sure that it is happen, then I know him, the one who I never expected falling heart, the one who I know him but I have not ever recognized him, the one who I should know him long time ago, just because my selfish and worse of me which is never serious when meet, say hello and in all about introduction when met everyone.
But all I know I am on reaching throw away that bad habit, ya once again he tough me, how to appreciate, how to manage the feeling and the egoism of the top of selfish.

They come to me and share their problem with the one like me, why? I don't know how to answer that question. I am just be able to smile and thank to The Almighty cause that, they said that I am happy person, and never be in sadness. I just smile while give a little joke to them. Deep inside of this self couldn't say any words. They just don't know me, they told and shared me everything, I accept and tried to give the solution of each problem, yeah I could do that, but why I am not able to solve the problem which suffers me, to whom I should share it?
I get confused and try to clarify by myself, even I couldn't get the solution sometimes.
I get confused where should I shared while I don't want bothering their happiness and though about my problem. He made me realize.

"Do you have problem? What is your problem? Can you tell me what is your problem?
You will feel what is exactly of life if you are really realizing and enjoying it, it is pity of your life if it is shackled by your stupid though, see the fact of life....get up and enjoy it, everything can be enjoyed if we want"

Do thank to that one who is always teaching me how to face up and show me up what the exact of life and how we should in it, yeah even he never doesn't mean to teach me so, he told me that he doesn't like to advise or gives criticism either, I don't care that, all I know I just be able to say thanks. I do want have words in every I am far with him, but every we are in same time, I never be able to say and have much talk, what I am able to say is about a rubbish things, I can't even concentrate even just a second. I have been trying to conduct and train myself not to be, but it seems doesn't work, I need more efforts to do so.

Well let's making be clear, like I ever wrote in my previous writing, even I like him, I respect him, I never have a thought more that I will be able to be with him, cause I do know my self, I am having too much a shortage of everything, while he has everything, he deserve to get a better best girl for his life partner.
Still I am curious to know who is lucky girl who gonna getting him, and he loves her for sure. No it is not like that, it is his life I don't want interfere or want to know more by collecting information about him, no I am not, let God who will be always be The Greatest Director of this life. Sincerity must be exist in.

Well talking about it will not have ending, so it is better stopped here.
"True love is shed, it is perfect, how can you love me if you are not respecting me?"

I should always remember that words, even I can't understand well what the exactly mean of it sometimes.
It is hard to do, but that is a thing which is true.

What are you feeling when the one whom you like standing with other man/girl else, even they are just in pictures and just like friends takes pictures them selves?
You will be jealous, won't you? even you guys tell me that you are not in jealous situation but ask your heart, is it felt strange, like going to get anger, high temper and something else.

"Peace heart will make everything will be alright"
If we are in that situation, can we feel that peace? Myself  will directly say, No I can't.

"So it is be able to be said that it is love? Isn't love peace?" 
Yes, love is peace.

"By rising temper when we see the one whom we like with other, it shows that we care with him/her, it show that we have big and true feeling of loving her/him" 
Is it? No it is not for me, isn't love peace? why such that feeling must be there? Yes it is difficult to escape from it, but for me, I have to be able to do so.

It's just image
"True love is shed, it is perfect, how can you love me if you are not respecting me? It is peace, sincere, does not mean possess, a thing that can't be owned through forcing, a feeling that is kept deep inside..bottom of deepest heart, never boastful nor conceited, never rude or selfish, does not take offense and it is not resentful, it takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth, it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope.. and to endure.. whatever comes." 

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Without words

Empty, silence, no words, scaring of screaming which is able to be heard by the animals and plans,
lip wont ever be vomit some words,
tongue feels like locked,
words are like unable to be arranged,
breezy of the air will be able to be felt by the human whose blood welled inside them,
family wont be able to help when the God's delegates come to pick up the released soul from its place,
best friends wont be able either,
no one will be able to help except his charitable which has been done when he has been given a life chance by The Al Mighty.

Dear you who is called by The Almighty today,
how are you and what you are doing there?
is the world after you living now is better than the world which has been being living by you and you left it all today?
is there any friends like you have here, when you are still here in our side?
are you feeling lonely there?

I am still feeling that you are here with us,
still I feel when your hand pulls my hands and letting me know that you and your friends were there,
still I feel when I met you and say goodbye,
I might not the one who close to you,
I might not the one who was always beside you when you were getting trouble and when you were in happiness,
but I am the one who used to see you from far incidentally and loved to see your happy smile when you had joking and shared advising us.

Thanks to The Almighty who let me know person like you,
thanks to my friend who had been invited me to join in that program so I could meet you there,
thanks to all member of that program which has been accepted me be part of their family,
thanks to the committee of the even which was used to invite you to come and share your solidarity as senior,
thanks to my college who has accepted person like him so I could meet him as his junior,
thanks to The Almighty again for meeting me with him again in one office even we are in different division,
thanks to The Almighty for giving me occasion having little words in joke with him in his closer to You,
thanks for everything uncountable which You always give, grant, gift, blessing and everything.

Dear you who is called by The Almighty today,
nothing which is able to be done by us here, nor your family there,
all we are able to do is just pray best for you,
may all the things which you have done in this world will be accepted as best practice by The Almighty and send you to the heaven,
may all the things which has been mistaken by you in this world will get the forgiveness from The Almighty.

Dear the family who has left by the lovely and dearest son today,
may The Almighty will give best strength and grant you more sober, sincere toughly.

Sometimes God doesn't give what we want in time near after we pray, God will always give what we need and best for us.

Written on March 12nd 2013 when the moon cast its light

Monday, March 11, 2013

Tell him

I don't know why I too much love this song, am I in that situation? this situation is just killing me, what kind of situation? I am just wondering with myself how could it be, and why should it be?
Just like a fool question, once I am injected this viruses love, then those such question will roam in my mind, is it really love or just emotion for a while?
yet I don't know how to answer that question rightly.
I just feel happy and fell so relax after I sing it, that time when I just came to realize that I ever sang this song to that one.
Those... just people's words that it's such falling in love or heartily to other.
But I think I am not falling love or heartily to that one anymore since I know the opposite of I love you is I can not do anything for you, seeing that one happy with his lover (if he gets someday) that is quite good, is it? Well I am not sure, but I will face it.
Well here we go now...

" I'm scared, so afraid to show I care, will he think me weak? if I tremble when I speak.
What if there's another one he's thinking of, maybe he's in love, I'd feel like a fool life can be so cruel,
I don't know what to do."

I've been there with my heart out in my hand, but what you must understand, you can't let the chance, to love him pass you by."

Should I tell him, tell him that the sun and moon, rise in his eyes, reach out to him and whisper tender words so soft and sweet, hold him close to feel his heart beat, love will be the gift you give yourself.

Touch him with the gentleness you feel inside, your love can't be denied, the truth will set you free, you'll have what's mean to be, all in time you'll see.

I love him of that much I can be sure, I don't think I could endure, if I let him walk away, when I have so much to say

Love is light that surely glows, in the hearts of those who know, it's a steady flame that grows.
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show, tonight love will assume its place.
This memory time cannot erase, blind faith will lead love where it has to go.
Never let him go..

Remember, the opposite of I love you is not I don't love you,
this song says that the girl never let her man go, how about if I am in that girl position?
would I hold him in my arm if he even doesn't like it,
oh my God, this is the risk if we love someone,
better we are loved than we love.