Saturday, October 13, 2012

Big Burden Inside

Something that I can’t confess that it’s …
Big burden faze this every each cell of my nerves…
Something that I can’t confess that it’s…
I don’t ask this and I never expect this…
All I know, it came like the wind, like the air which fulfilled breathing
It’s more than like a monster who comes and goes, it’s taking all part of me.

I don’t know why it is happen,
I just feel it, feeling so deep…
This is like a seed which is growing, taking root deep and naturally in me
Something which is always avoided by me,
Something which is always played safe by me before is exist and I can’t even deny
It’s like carrying away all of me
Does it mean affection getting going?
I’m not sure, just standing on the edge of time

Thursday, October 11, 2012


When you are young and vulnerable, emotional hurt is terrible with this experience,
it takes time to gather yourself and carry on,
but it's what you have to do,
as you said, starting from zero is the way forward,
experience will make you much stronger,
don't ever think that you'll be all alone forever,
because you won't be,
and don't give up on anything else that matters,
finding the true relationship feels like an never-ending task at times,
but that's bulls***

The secret is not to rush it, let it come to you because it will
what you do is carry on being you,
being beautiful and positive,
enjoying the fun times and learning from other times,
experience, one thing I do have
stepping forward from the negativity,
peace of mind comes by stepping back from everything
try and look at things from another person's view.