Big Burden Inside

Something that I can’t confess that it’s …
Big burden faze this every each cell of my nerves…
Something that I can’t confess that it’s…
I don’t ask this and I never expect this…
All I know, it came like the wind, like the air which fulfilled breathing
It’s more than like a monster who comes and goes, it’s taking all part of me.

I don’t know why it is happen,
I just feel it, feeling so deep…
This is like a seed which is growing, taking root deep and naturally in me
Something which is always avoided by me,
Something which is always played safe by me before is exist and I can’t even deny
It’s like carrying away all of me
Does it mean affection getting going?
I’m not sure, just standing on the edge of time